| # | Track | Duration |
|---|---|---|
| 1. | Lay down | 04:16 |
| 2. | To be a rose | 04:53 |
| 3. | I want to start at the beginning | 02:26 |
| 4. | All night long | 06:01 |
| 5. | Heiner Muller | 60 |
| 6. | You died | 04:32 |
| 7. | Spirit mist | 02:53 |
| 8. | I don't know what free is | 05:47 |
| 9. | The artist is absent | 01:23 |
| 10. | Huffing my arm | 01:28 |
| 11. | The gift | 03:37 |
| 12. | A ballad | 04:46 |
| 13. | I want the end to sound like this | 06:42 |
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